Sometimes I wish we had never dated so we could be friends today. Other times, I’m glad we did because I never would have gone the places I’ve gone without you breaking my heart.


This place has become a diary for the all the things I’ll never say to you.

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It is possible to miss you and love someone else. It took me a long time to learn that.

I got engaged, married, and had a birthday. You said nothing to me. I wish you had.

I will always love you. Music will always bring me back to you. There are movies and quotes that make me stop and wonder if you think of me, if you care.

That doesn’t mean I haven’t moved on. It means I’ve accepted you won’t be like any other part of my past. That I will always root for you and hope you’re happy, even if you can’t take an active part in my life.

But five years later, you severed the cord. And I won’t be the one to mend it.

I will alway rearrange my plans and change for you. I just wish you loved yourself enough to lose your pride. It was always different with you and it always will be. I miss knowing you. I hope you miss knowing me too.